[ Kaveh smiles, a relieved expression on his face, nudging his nose back against Alhaitham's as he laughs softly in return. ]
Good. Good, I'm glad. I was worried.. it didn't go quite how I meant it to, so I'm glad it wasn't ruined for you.
[ He's not sure why, but the idea of ruining even something small like this when Alhaitham came to him explicitly for sex feels devastating. So he's glad. ]
You did really well, too. I... I don't know how you had the strength to stop me the first time. I wouldn't have been able to do that.
[He's not writing off the experience even if it didn't go entirely to plan. Coming to Kaveh explicitly for sex was one thing, but he didn't exactly have any intentions beyond that...
Alhaitham exhales softly through his nose, almost another little chuckle, and lets himself relax against Kaveh for a moment.]
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Good. Good, I'm glad. I was worried.. it didn't go quite how I meant it to, so I'm glad it wasn't ruined for you.
[ He's not sure why, but the idea of ruining even something small like this when Alhaitham came to him explicitly for sex feels devastating. So he's glad. ]
You did really well, too. I... I don't know how you had the strength to stop me the first time. I wouldn't have been able to do that.
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[He's not writing off the experience even if it didn't go entirely to plan. Coming to Kaveh explicitly for sex was one thing, but he didn't exactly have any intentions beyond that...
Alhaitham exhales softly through his nose, almost another little chuckle, and lets himself relax against Kaveh for a moment.]
I think I can control myself next time.