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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-23 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[Kaveh does not have to ask.

Alhaitham surges forward, and kisses Kaveh again, suckling on his upper lip, nipping at his lower. Tugs it with his teeth to bring him close. Kaveh doesn't have to ask for something that they both want when the two of them aren't thinking about the repercussions of their actions when everything is floating in a pleasurable haze. How could he, when Kaveh is acting so delighted, his eyes narrowed with something warm. Alhaitham sighs gently, does the thing that he was on the receiving end of, and laps at the reddened lip with a small, curious swipe.
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-24 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
[He barely notices when his hand skirts around Kaveh's waist, brushing the small of his back, touching the warm, alcohol-softened patch of his skin. Not until he digs his fingertips into the base of his spine, feels it moving closer, and Alhaitham does nothing but steady him until there's almost no space between them. The scribe feels his breath hitch, the feel of his naked torso finally sinking into his mind, becoming aware of how smooth he feels despite the hard angles of a hard-working body.

Kaveh kisses playfully, reciprocating in the same way he does, so he explores, allows himself to try things that he never really thought he could. The thought of him has haunted him even in his waking hours, following him about his daily tasks like a persistent gnat, an illusion of what he thought he would be, born of a desire and a loneliness that could never be satiated until now, by the real thing. And the real thing is so much better, warm and alive, arching his back.
]

This can't be comfortable for you... [Not that Alhaitham does anything to change it, what with him too distracted licking further into his mouth, teasing the corner of his lips, tracing it along the line of his teeth.]
Edited 2023-07-24 12:00 (UTC)
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-24 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Alhaitham tilts his head into the touch on his face, his eyes fixed on the rosier shade of Kaveh's lips when they're kiss-bruised, and notices how it appears different from how wine stains them with something darker.

He gets up with a groan, scooping Kaveh's thighs with his arms, and sets him on the bed. He does, however, slump over the man's chest, his head spinning with the effort. He may, however, nuzzle the skin along the sternum as he does, trying to get over that slight oversight on his part.
]
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-25 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
[As he hikes himself higher, the weight of him presses him closer, the friction delightful and erupting something sharp in Alhaitham's chest. Kissing Kaveh again, he uses the excuse to brace himself on the mattress to stroke his hair back and away from his face, his fingertips tracing on the shell of his ear and pinching an earlobe that is devoid of the customary earring that he wears. He's brushing everywhere he can with something close to mesmerized, from the sharpness of Kaveh's jaw to the slope of his Adam's apple on his throat. Like he probably would never be able to again, and has always wanted to.]
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-25 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Were this any other time, when Alhaitham wasn't still fuzzy-minded from the wine, and he'd do a whole show of straddling Kaveh's hips, roll up the skin-tight top he prefers off of him. As in, though, he grumbles, tumbles to the side with a thud, their legs tangled, and he pulls at the fabric in a way that's obviously practiced, but deterred by slow and sloppy movements.

He groans, arches on the bed like a disgruntled cat as the shirt gets stuck under Alhaitham's chin.
]
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-26 06:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[The contortions of Alhaitham's torso under the sharp nips and the warmth of Kaveh's mouth surprise the Scribe, as he had been blind to be ready for it. They elicit a gasp, though it is stifled by the fabric. Suddenly Alhaitham becomes very aware of what they're doing, or he should be, the energy they're slowly building between them albeit clumsily and ambiguously.

He looks down after his top is removed, sees Kaveh. His expression is akin to that of a cat who accomplished its mission. Despite his stoic exterior, a hint of shame flickers within him at his response and he frowns, unused to it.
] I didn't think you'd get me while I'm distracted.
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-29 11:57 am (UTC)(link)
[He's already unused to feeling embarrassed about anything, much more so when he's called out on it. His eyes flicker to Kaveh's worry, how some hint of sweetness seems to draw the way they're shaped.

Alhaitham shakes his head, weaving his feelings into rationality. He's embarrassed because he was shocked, which stemmed from how he's never really thought of how Kaveh's mouth on his stomach would feel.

Instead of answering, he opens his mouth, captures the architect's thumb between his lips, trapping it gently between his teeth. The feel of his teeth' enamel against his fingernail's enamel is new. A little strange. And so is the pad's texture against his tongue as he swipes it gently there.

It's all so very new. And he can't help but be excited about it.
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-07-31 11:39 am (UTC)(link)
I assume it's because we aโ€”h... [The hypocrisy shouldn't escape him, really. How they've been shocked at the lack of boundaries both Cyno and Tighnari (Tighnari, of all people!) to start drunkenly making out under Alhaitham's roof, being loud about it while they're at it, and how hiding themselves from the debauchery only started something that may influence the forever of their relationship. The Mahamatra and the Forest Ranger have been in a relationship for a long time; Kaveh and Alhaitham were still teetering on the balance of their own, without a side to push and pull out of both the avoidance and acceptance of their own past. Alhaitham lets out a sound that's more breath than voice when Kaveh's teeth seize the sensitive skin above his pulse, and when he finds his fingers tangled in gold he doesn't pull away, merely steadies him there.]

Kavehโ€ฆ [He wonders at the weight of the air, at how heavy his eyelids feel, how restless he's becoming, that he holds no qualms with shifting his weight and legs around, tangling them again, hooking his foot to lock one of them close, rolling his body until he's pressed against the architect above him, his other hand feeling at each indent and slope of his spine.

He raises his head to lock his own bites on his roommate's shoulder, his tongue darting straight away to taste at his skin.
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-08-10 10:25 am (UTC)(link)
[It's whiplash, the spark of pleasure through his spine, his eyes fluttering closed to really hone in on the sensation while also the feeling lending weight to his eyelids, to his chin, making his mouth part. And then the sudden shift of weight on him, a shadow cast on him, and cold air on his chest when the other lifts.

He opens his eyes to find Kaveh looking down at him, flushed and swollen and flustered on his own arousal and the beginnings of panic. There's a mark on the place his teeth had been, glistening and still wet, and a part of Alhaitham realizes that his belief about hickeys and bruises being just something immature and insecure people do may need revision. The light overhead casts behind his roommate, his hair bearing a halo. He looks divine, Alhaitham can't help but reach towards a strand and brush it with his fingers.

They shouldn't, he says. He knows the weight of this. Their own relationship keeps teetering on the edge of a cision, on the back and forth of whatever connects them. Like energy, it's a relentless and restless thing, feeding out of its own fears, fickleness, and obsessions alike.

The hand on Kaveh's spine pushes him just slightly lower so he can press him back down. There's no ice in Sumeru, and yet now the bed feels like it's made of Cryo, and if Alhaitham does one wrong move, everything will be crumbling down.

So he pries one hand from his chest, presses a kiss to a knuckle, and starts talking. In all these years living together and the occasional moments where Alhaitham does allow himself to get truly drunk, Kaveh should know that he becomes quiet, receptive, but very passive. Never takes the initiative for anything. If he's leaned against, he'll allow it, even lean back. If he's asked a question, he'll make a sound or hum in reply and not much else. If someone tells him to do something, he ignores the request until the person does it themselves.

With his eyes still fixed on the architect, Alhaitham mutters against the skin between Kaveh's fingers.
] 'Yours the blood and the tears, The eternal strife, horrible and magnificent, Yours the lure and the beauty.'

[He moves to the next knuckle as he keeps reciting. Things he read, things he heard, even the words he saw Kaveh lingering on in the House of Daena every now and then when he stumbled into the works of a different Darshan.]

'Battered and wrecked, I come to you, you firstโ€”' [he whispers as he mouths along the side of his hand, the one that supports his fingers when Kaveh draws, which is always stained with charcoal and ink.]

'โ€”my own sunset-skinned heart waiting to be held and peeledโ€”' [as he moves to Kaveh's palm, pressing a kiss there, libation for the tools of a passion, a trade.]

'So it is if the heart has devoted itself to love, there is not a single inch of emptiness. Gladness gleams all the way to the grave,' [said against the round of the base of a thumb, nuzzling on the finger, eyes still fixated on Kaveh's. His other hand still pressing the small of his back close to him like they're waiting in a ball for the music to start.

Alhaitham nips at his wrist, finally.
] 'My mouth, without the otherโ€™s: useless. I long to fill it like a grave.
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-08-11 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[Ah, now that.

That is a very dangerous question.

So Alhaitham cups the back of Kaveh's head, and nuzzles his nose in a up and down motion, and maybe it's a nod, an affirmation, but he doesn't confirm it with his voice, nor denies it. Alhaitham knows that if he does reply that he knows, has always known, it'll be somewhat infuriating for Kaveh. He doesn't deny the flurry of irrational feelings thrumming his ribcage, making him antsy, the rush that goes through him when he's kissed and whispered their well-kept secret.

Because it is well-kept, so very tight and foolproofed. But what a rounded, well-assumed hypothesis would answer everything about them, the intimate decibels in their voices, the manoeuvres within their house. The ease with which the air slips between them, be it between their throats, or their bodies, weaves through their hair like Alhaitham often fixes Kaveh's pins and Kaveh arranges the cable from his headphones. It explains them, it justifies themโ€”their moments, good or terrible. It lends reason to the long, leisured purse of Alhaitham's lips against Kaveh's, the sigh in the scribe's lungs as he kisses him meaningfully.
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Do you know? ['That I am? He tilts his head.]
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-08-11 02:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[Alhaitham does the unthinkable.

Because it is, in a way, an unthinkable act, and a manifestation of something that is not so much about rational thought, but of joy and delight.

He laughs, the corners of his lips tugging at him, folding the skin of his cheeks, unrelenting and unstoppable. Although the last of his row of low chuckles against Kaveh's mouth stops at a hitch, his body automatically responding to the span of the architect's fingers on him, the lock of their tangled legs tightening now that they're not fighting the inevitable gravity between them.
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Trying to make up for lost time? [Oh, he sounds breathless, and it's intriguing enough to make his eyebrows twitch for half a moment; he's never heard himself like this except when using or training with his swords, and even so, it's not the same.]
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[personal profile] sapio 2023-08-11 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[Perhaps the one thing that Alhaitham would refrain from ever admitting would be how surprised he is with how affectionate Kaveh is when kissing, searching for the little things on him as an excuse to press his lips to.

(and yet, and yet)

The Scribe shakes his head gently, eyes fond when they open just enough to look at the elation on his cheeks, on the softness of his eyes as he gasps for another laugh. There are no stars in Kaveh's eyes like literature claims there to be when one finds the truth about their feelings being reciprocated, and yet, here he is, still dazed when he finds them, the shade of red to his irises the most stunning he's seen them.

They did say that all artists tend to be in love.

It's enough for him to be distracted until the heel of Kaveh's palm is unmistakable, rubbing through already tight fabric and making his both his hips and his Adam's apple jolt with the sudden realization, his knee canting sideways to give the architect more room, his mouth opening but no sound coming out.

After a second, he leans in to capture Kaveh's ear between his lips, teasing the lobe between his teeth, the edges of his fingers slowly seeping down the waist of his pajamas.
] We have time to spare.

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